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Thursday, October 27, 2005

做人要知足, but 人也要往高处飞.

sometimes i think god is just goddamnly so unfair.

why is it that some people dont even try and they always get what they wanted, and i try so hard and there's nothing i get in return.
why is it that some people play and go shopping on the eve of the examination, i stay home and mug into the night, and i just scrape a passing grade while they pass with flying colours.
why is it that i try to please and everybody takes it for granted, and when i think the fuck do i care about those people im me they dont like me then be it and sink into depression everybody pretends to care when they couldnt care less?
why is it that i dont even get the chance to try? are they being fair?
why is it that on that one fateful day all my socks were in the wash and i wore ankle socks and they had to have a spot check, when some people wear low socks 365 days a week and never get caught.
why is it that when my reason is true the PB choose not to believe it.
why is it that there were people blocking my way in front, resulting in me being late, and nobody even listens to what I have to say and the PIT just walks over when nobody's being booked yet and says hey, sign here, you are booked.
why is it that everytime he laughs it makes me cry.
why is it that the foyer was full of people and the SL had to came up to ME and ask me to put on my name tag, when i was just dropping into the school and was leaving immediately.
why is it that i had to have sore throat on that day and could not justify myself.
why is it that people play computer games in the school com lab a thousand times and nothing happen to them, and i decide that hey, i'm bored, lets try playing maplestory, and i get booked?
why is it that PITs and SLs do not have eyes and see that i have long cuticles and just go around like booking machines?
why is it that some people lead a perfect life, and i have to live in hell.

like anybody's actually reading this.

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